obsessions

I could have titled this current favorites, but when I like something, it doesn’t merely occupy my mind with pleasant thoughts. I become utterly consumed with it, and suddenly my reason for existence is just for that idea. Consumption, obsession, borderline un-individual is what I become. It’s concerning and sometimes I’ll blame my zodiac sign, or I’ll condemn my unbalanced brain chemistry, but it’s just me, and it’s fine. So if you find yourself obsessed with someone, something, anything, it’s ok just to exist with that need for a while. We’re not crazy, we just need time to internalize and move on. So these are my current preoccupations:

• the idea of being happy

• lavender

• Cillian Murphy

• psychiatry

• johnny and winona

• perfection

• smudged waterline eyeliner

• Femininity

• pretty words

• orion vanessa

• gracie abrams and ryley ladd

• diana silvers and kristine froseth

• ballerinas