what does it mean to be evil

We all have urges. Deep, repressed feelings that we are forced to hide in fear of being ostracized. But there are those among us who can pretend these urges don’t exist. Adopt a persona that everyone accepts because they don’t want to accept the possibility that something else could be lurking. Something so vile, disgusting, and horrible. Something humanity is capable of. But how should we fear them when we can’t even point them out. Just be aware of the people who are always around, who always know what’s going on. Perhaps they are nice, or they’re waiting to catch us off guard. So they can destroy us and move on, tricking everyone else in their moments of deceit. Fear the possibility to avoid the outcome. Listen to yourself, even when you don’t want to. That first thought, initially gut feeling, it’s there for a reason.